Day 5 - 219.8

Actually made it to the Y last night! Yeah me!

Day 4 - 220.4

Did I skip two days of posting? Anyways, I really wanted something yesterday so I settled for a diet coke. I'm sticking to chicken, egg whites and raw vegetables and a little bit of fruit right now. Have not yet exercised. Maybe I can get a walk in today.

Day 2 - 223.4

Walked by the starbucks at Target today without getting the drink I wanted so badly!  Would love to get past the craving stage.

Day 1 update

I did it! I made it through the whole day without eating anything on my no list. In spite of my kids begging for hamburgers and milkshakes and some challenges with my sale today which had me wishing for some comfort in yummy food!

Day 1 - Again!

You know the saying if at first you don't succeed try try again? Well here I am trying again. I do believe that you are only a failure when you give up and stop trying. And I am definitely not ready to give up.

This morning I weighed 225.4. That is an all time high for me when not pregnant.

So welcome to my 90 day challenge. I am a procrastinator and I now have 90 days left until our trip to Disney and I refuse to be this overweight on our trip. I want to happily be in pictures with my kids.

I have a weight goal in mind but I'm going to keep it to myself. The goal I will share is to fit in to my size 14 clothes. I'm in a size 18 right now so that's two sizes. That's doable!

100.2

Really! That's what my scale said this morning. Guess it's time for a new scale.

Went to Target and instead of the frappucinno I wanted I got a passion tea lemonade. And I grabbed some turkey and cheese for lunch there instead of the fast food I was going to get. As my sister Lara keeps telling me, it's about telling myself no more often than I do yes. So there is a no! Weekends are the hardest for me so I definitely need to work on the nos on the weekend.

219.8

For me it's much easier to keep going when I see some progress so I am definitely feeling like I can keep going. My goal this weekend is to make it to the Y to exercise one time. I know that probably seems like an easy thing to do but if you knew all the other things I must get done this weekend combined with my very attached non napping baby it might make more sense why it's a bit of a challenge.

220.8

It's sad how happy I was to see 220 on the scale this morning, even though it was almost 221.

221

I did so well all day. I would have finished the day well too but my husband brought home a Hershey bar with caramel inside and I gobbled up the whole thing. All 600 calories!!! Seriously, why do I have no willpower??

I weighed myself this morning but don't remember now what I weighed. I know it was more than yesterday which was disappointing because I was really good all day.

221.8

I'm feeling a little more motivated this week!

222.4

Fought the urge for a frappuccino and cinnamon roll this morning! Just wanted to continue on with treat day. Hopefully I can hold off all day (well all week actually).

222

Today is treat day.

222.4

Stocked up yesterday on fish, chicken, fruits and vegetables. Now if only I could kill my sugar cravings I would be good!

222.8

In answer to Lara's question of how I feel: disappointed and disgusted with myself.

224.2

Went back on diet power today. It's a step in the right direction.

224.6

I'm back! I promise to post every day this week.

223.2

So as you can see the whole was a bust.

Two words for my goals yesterday: epic fail!

224

Eek! That is a scary, scary number. After seeing it and feeling super upset with myself I then had an overwhelming urge to get a frappucino! I am sooooo addicted to sugar. But I didn't go get one. I will succeed with my goal!!! I will also be back to posting regularly. I got a blogger app for my phone so I can do it while feeding my 6 month old.

Goals for today :
drink lots of water
go for a walk
eat only fish or chicken veggies fruit